Today has been a strange day, fraught with a whirlwind of emotions. Other things in my life have shaken me, but these things are not for this forum.
I did the stupid thing of looking where I shouldn't on facebook, and that, yet again sent me down a spiral. Being at work at the time, having to set up students on the wireless network did not help - I could barely speak. Happy, bouncy pictures plastered over the web are like little drops of vinegar. But I hvae been here before, and I should have listened to my rules - DONT LOOK ON FACEBOOK.
Really, I shouldn't be complaining, and it shouldn't upset me, especially as I have just had such a nice weekend. But as a wise friend told me, I am allowed to feel this way for a little time. I must just not take it out on him, or allow it to affect my life too much. I have so much to do and I have lost all enthusiasm and will to do it. But, I am still sitting in work, still trying to trundle along, just don't feel I am giving it my best.
Don't you hate when you start work in the light, stay in the basement for four hours and then when you come up, its dark?
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